well, today was grading dae..kinda e most dreading moment... well, at least every 3 mths dat is. Seems dat i just cant get double. Well, i tink i can do well, i noe dat i can do well but e moment i touch the mat, i felt reali tense up. my fingertips started to get damn cold n i began complaining dat i fell like gg to "berak". haha! oh well, im sure the tkd gals noe me well by dat..at least my batch i tink. haiz.... i reali wanted to get a double, seriously..but cant help feeling all scared n nervous during those days.. mayb im suffering from stage fright, or rather ppl..is dere such a thing as ppl fright?..ahahkz! C.R.A.P!!!! yea..yea... one more thing, i get paranoid damn easily... its always been wif me eversince i dunno when.. i always get this feeling that ppl are looking at me, watching me.. i dunno... its paranomaia... haha! not quite sure how it is being spelled aniwae.. click click click... e grading's over..well, at least for today until..e next three months..Aaaaargh!

ok ok....after grading, went to change....watch e yellow belts do their thang for a while... den went to heartmall, wif vani, serene, fizah n chee ann... DEN...e mall not reali opened yet..i mean like its onli 10..wat d'ya expect??? haha! so, just walk here n dere...look here n dere, browse here n dere.. serene went off, me n vani bought chocolate waffle.. hmmmmmmmm... nice!!!!! yum yum!!! actuali i bought the waffle for hairoul, dunno.. for no reason, just feel like buying one for him...hehe.. feels kinda good yar.. ;P AniWaE!!!! hmmm..went back to paya lebar cc...n missed hairoul's grading turn..feel so so so bad....(T_T) yalah..i told him dat i wud be in time to watch but turns out dat im a bit too late..haiz... yea, den met him, gave him the waffle... he looks kinda surprised n happie when i hand him e waffle..haha! feels kinda good though... he's been buying n treating me to a lot of stuffs.. maybe its my turn now... but however i have to watch my spendings lar hor.... soree... ;P hmmmm... i noticed dat din is looking at how close we had been or either he's lookin at e waffle!! hahahahahahahaha! i noe he's fucking hungry!! har har har... =P

well, soon after dat, we all head for far east to eat lunch.. wif syahidin's group, jason's group, me, fizah n lotsa more! since fizah, hairoul n me are dried out of money, we just bought drinks. and yar, syafiq wanna treat us..but we just let him buy us a plate of mee goreng... quite nice, wasn't e best i've tried so far though but still enuf to fill da stomach.. for e time being dat is.. Had a fun time watching all of us eat the clams..was it called clams or shellfish?? nah, beats me... qaiyyum looks kinda cute leh...fair ar...clean complexion... haha! first time saw him dat close... i mean like stationary... usuali saw him while walking home from tkd trainings on tues n fri nites.. ok ok..AND DEN.!! e group seperated n fizah went home soon after..leaving me wif hairoul n syafiq..waitin for tonite's final match between singapore n indonesia.. YEAH! won 5-2..i tink.. not quite sure but heck! dey still win anw!!! well, diz part is kinda private but here goes... i was fuckin damn PISSED by syahidin's comment abt me n fizah.. he told me dat he wasn't referring to us but hell he doesn't noe dat...sumone told me exactly wat happen... HECK AR! WTFuck man!!!! he can just walk out first.. we din ask him to wait for us anw.... IDIOT!!! he always seems to pissed me off... soree guys, din mean to ditch out those words but yea i was reali pissed off.. sorrie again..haiz... anw, forgive him oredi but confirmed will do it again... sooner or later i'll have to get used to it... Aaaaargh!!!!

oraits den...
terra's outta here