it's been more den one mth since i went blogging... bz ar..yup, u said it..projects. SP DID sux! i dare say so coz this course is physically and mentally drainin me out of ma life supply.. Aaaaaaaargh!!! fuck. short and sweet.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....cant express how i've been feeling ever since e start of sch... it's so sickening man.. wonder y i join this course in e first place?! idiot. despite havin no exams, i still hate it to the core.. i prefer studying.. haiz.. too late... have like almost two years more..fuck. again. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!! get it over and done with den! bloody mouth..swearin here n there... one thing i hate abt myself now is dat i cant help swearin everytime i got stressed out... poor fizah and hairoul... gosh, sorrie guys..i juz have no idea what came over me.. maybe i shudn't let the projects get to me... even so, i cant say dat im e most miserable here.. there are other ppl out there who suffering more den i do.. hey, ermm... diz is so unlike me.. haha! =P so emo.. owell... haiz..e onli free time when i can do sumting without thinking abt projects is taekwondo.. even so, i hardly go fer trainin nowadays.. either submission dates are tagging on me or im too bloody tired..

hmmmm..last sat, did my plan... went to hairoul's house in da morn to teach amirah, reached home abt 8, rest fer a while den start werking on my house plan on comp at 9 plus.. stare at the screen and werk on it till 6am e next morn.. i din noe how e bloody hell i can do that!! miracle, din even had coffee.. haha! geez.. =P well, went to slp at 6 plus... woke up again at 12 plus on a beautiful sunday morn just to be greeted by the lovely comp once more..damn. werk on it till 9..din get to watch minority report oso..haiz..next morn woke up got panda eyes...went to sch.....den after sch went to hairoul's house to do perspective drawing.. cant reali do coz im so bloody sleepyyyyyyyyyy... went home, touch up a bit, went to slp..woke up early in e morn fer gems but was too tired to go, so ya, skipped it.. den both class cancelled..so no class dat day.. BUT.cudn't get to slp, werk on ma perspective again den went to meet hairoul in sch fer tkd...

even so, go there ppl tot i slacker dun wanna come fer training.. heck ar! wat the fuck lah! dunno, just shut the fuck up lah... sheesh.. at least i had the decency to come... gosh! these ppl and their mouths.. owell, despite everything, they are still ma tkd mates.. e reasons y i have no heart to go back to training.. yup, fyi, if u tot that what i just typed in is just plain complaints, den dun bother to read it. oraitz enuf swearin.. im out.