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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
hey there.... haiz...im bored..NO. more like stone, blank, nothing, spaced out, void, empty, lost....bla bla. haha..stupid. anw, doin noting much now. kinda tired tho. just finished work, bathe and went online.. was talking to firman just now (msn hehe) and now here i am typing while waiting for fizah to come from her seem to be like forever break.. haha! haiz..seems dat she has her own fair share of personal problems... hmmm.. shall not burden her wit mine den..and since when did i do dat...! haha! k..stupid.. aniwaes, its hard to pretend to love sumone when u no longer in love wit him..its like u are reali sure its there in your heart..it must be there, sumwhere lah... but no matter how hard u try to find it, its nowhere to be found..and its hard to face the fact.. its hurting at the same time and for some reason you feel guilty abt it.. haiz.. i totally understand gerl.. but if we were to end up not being wit e person whom u tink u had no feelings for animore, we will scared dat we just made a horrible mistake of leaving them.. woah! love is hard!! hmmmmmm.wat is love? do u know? went thru dis bulletin from friendster last time saying love is bla bla bla bla.. long story. but i tink love is just undescribable..there no words to describe wat love is or maybe there are infinty words to wat love reallly is. and wat the hell am i doin , talking abt love and all!!! haha...stupid. oh ok..ramesh have officially become my close buddy in msn..! yeah! buddy? erm..no, fren ar..close fren.. hah, much better.. hehe. =P and soon, imma gonna be his coffeeshop buddy so he calls it. owell...kopi pon kopi lah..hah. im just scared i cant see him at nite.. oops! did i say that! hehe.. =P Shayera succeeded at 12:40 PM. |
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