exactly 0200hrs on a thurs mornin.. its been a while since i have updated..i tink by then, my frens are too lazy to even chanced upon my blog hoping that i wud update, but dat din happen. hehe.. well, on the 9th sep, hairoul messaged thru friendster..u cant imagined how much i've missed him all these while and how surprised i am to see his name on my message box. words cant describe how i felt that moment. i cudnt speak, i just stoned there...den i cry. even tho in his msg, he mentioned me as a 'dear friend', seeing his name on my msg box is more than enuf. there's noting dat i cud ask more. i cud, i want, but i cant and i shudn't. its too late. i still love you. ya, i noe i shudn't, i noe dat. its ok. just leave me to love you till i cant love you no more...